i came back from christie's house a few hours ago..it was fun.i had such a hard time sleeping though, i'm pretty sure that i was the last one to falll asleep around 2:45ish?
earlier today i felt sick to my stomach..i blame motion sickness and spring rolls.

i don't like co-op that much anymore..i hate walking to school (15 min walk) just to go to 1 class (math) and then eat lunch then go on the bus and stand/walk around for 3 hours then volunteer after that. luckily volunteer is only mondays & tuesdays. i can't wait for next semester..or near end of this semester so i can stay at school..i much rather do that then going back and forth.

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i think i might like "it" ?
argh i don't know

Today i spent my afternoon filing graduation forms..took 2 periods/classes. at least i finished.
it was awkward i was stuck filing papers with "it"..

i'm bored,hot, and sticky..damn humidity.
I woke up at 9: something am and couldn't go back to sleep..so i decided to read that didn't help..it just made more awake i guess.

tomorrow me and my parents are going to chinatown Toronto.

The first week of school is near done. My number for course changes was called, 132, longest wait of my high school life. I feel like all my attention spam is going towards "it" which i feel is wrong. I should be thinking of other stuff not just that. Starting tomorrow.

Today we were in the library for Co-op and me and a few other friends were done so we sat around a table and waited for 40 mins. "it" came to our table and started making small talk and "it" left then came back singing an old song..i think. I can't really remember but i think it had something to do with forgivness and second chances. I wasn't thinking at that time, i was day dreaming as usual. But when i came home i was thinking and now i'm wondering if that song was leaning towards me? I don't want to be or come out as self-centered but i'm just curious to why that song and why was it sung infront of me.

i feel like i'm over-reacting which i probably am.

Today was the first day of school, it was alright kinda sad thinking that its my last year.
My first class i hate with all my heart. Individuals and Families. I'm planning to switch out of this class into either World issues with my friend lisa or Challenge and Change. I just hope that both classes are available. especially C&C its an open course so i'm crossing my fingers for that.

The rest of my classes are good, i like math for once i got my old math teacher from gr.10 he's good i'm excited for that. My co-op is good i got some what of a good class :)

"it" is in my class and i saw my friend that was in my class as well and i waved to her and i guess "it" misunderstood and waved to me LMAO! i'm sorry thats too funny. "it" says we should sit together in the lab. should we?