i think i'm going insane. This month has been unpredictable and confusing.

i try SO hard to not think about "it" but i can't stop! i swear everytime "it" talks to me i get nervous to be honest.i just don't know what to do. i'm in a rut and i want to get out of it.

i'm just curious to see what happens when school starts.

i need help, i need to be sane again.